New Life

its been so long..i dunno what should i write here..guess its already been 2 weeks passed since i attended the job training..the first week was so much fun..surprisingly i didn't feel bored and sleepy in the class..hard to believe but its true..i did learned new things and gain new experiences..besides that, i met lots of new people and living a new life here in KL..everything was going so well but lately i've started missing all those faces i love the most..guess i'm still not get used to it..i still feel homesick even though i've been living in Shah Alam for 5 years..well i guess studying and working are too much different life..

sometimes i do miss my life before i'm going to KL..living in my parents' home with my family for my entire life is what i wished for all these while..but apparently, it didn't came true..i know things doesn't always be the way we wanted them to be..i pray if this is the best for me, then i will make it through..but if it doesn't, then there must be something much better for me out there..rite?..thinking so much about home makes me feel miserable..wanted to be with them so badly makes me feel like wanna give up on this job..should i?..well that's sound so childish and immature..guess i should never give up until i try..akiramenaide~i'm hoping that going through these years will physically changed me to a better person..

however, the good things about being here is i can get over that person completely..guess i don't need them anymore..maybe its because there are so much to concentrate to, the drastic changes in life and get to reunite again with my best friends here..i'm really glad to see them again..

i guess that's all for now..i will try harder to adapt with the new life and become a better person..guess i'm an adult now so there's no need to feel down so bad and cry a lot when going through the tough situation..be stronger..gambarimasu..