Apakah Ini..

Apa perasaan ini..
Sering memikirkannya. Sering teringatkannya. Sering mengenang detik-detik indah bersamanya. Rasa ingin menelefon, bermesej, bertemu, bercakap dengannya. Rasa ingin selalu di sampingnya.

Apa perasaan ini..
Ku bertanya. Adakah ini cinta? Sayang? Suka? Rindu? Aku sendiri pun tak tahu.

Sudahlah hati. Biarkan dia pergi. Sekiranya dia kembali, mungkin kita kan bersatu lagi.

Sesungguhnya aku amat rindu. Rindu pada perasaan itu. Tak bisa menghadapi yg telah lalu. Cepatlah aku bertemu hidup yg baru.

Eja berkata: "Rasa diri ini sudah cukup dewasa untuk memahami.."

T_T

Usah titis air mata kau tangiskan

Ku dah cukup menampung selautan

Begitu lama ku pendam

Tapi hanya berdiam

Kerna cuba menafi realiti..

*End*

Loveless

Really u were important to me, really i don't want to let go

Emotion with nowhere to go fill my heart

But because i'm wishing for your happiness more than anyone

I may be acting tough, but i want to tell u 'thanks'

Even goodbye, even regrets

They are proof that we had met

Because it is you that i think this way

You are an irreplaceable existence in my life

I'll embrace the moments we shared together in my heart

As i watched you go hurrying off to a new future

At the end i'll smile as we said goodbye..

Says: Kini kau telah pergi dari hidupku..itu adalah yang terbaik buatmu..kerna aku tidak mungkin menjadi seperti yang kau inginkan..dan aku juga tidak mampu untuk membahagiakan kamu..

T_T

Saying Goodbye

this is just about my decision of quitting my job as i never planned to stay there for a long time..i know that i'm not so good with systems and all those troubleshoot thingy, and also i'm not so good with talking to strangers..other than that, i also don't like to be tied to straight rules as i thought rules are made to be broken..then, at last i've made a decision to quit from this job eventhough i don't have any other job awaiting for me out there..i don't care anymore..in my heart all i got is pain..

goodbye all.. [the team~credits to zul]

so here i am just wasting my time thinking about life and enjoying myself..